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I was seeing a therapist but I can only see her every other month. I had past issues of being bullied, a father who verbally my mom and I.
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He apologized, said he do anything to patch the problem, went over and beyond to be kind to. I hurt him by being so.
I have no idea how to be vulnerable. I was to get close. I wanted to apologize for how I responded by pushing him away, but I feel it's too late.
I want to stop building walls, I want to stop running.